Holidays and everything in between

A big greeting to everyone and friends :D

Blogger and the internet has been lagging lately so didn't post anything up, I'd been super super busy from my last post till the start of the holiday :) Finally, the word "holiday" when pronounced, sounded so nice. Finally, we can all RELAX ^^ and it felt good to blog. Really good, like Im able to open the cork to my over-flowing mind and heart. Lot's been happening as usual. So far we had parties, bbqs, outings, good news, bad news, blah..

The party we had in honour of our class 4B was all in all a great ending to our over-the-moon-and-sometimes-down-in-the-dumps year. I took pictures but it didn't turn out so well, so I decided not to post it. But I can always see em in Rebecca's facebook anytime I want, being the "class event photographer" she is X) The food was great, and the quality time was better. Not to mention plans of outing and such brought even more anticipation to end the year and have a great time. The girls sang while the guys just savour the moment. I definitely did both :) But more on the savouring part rather than the singing part being the quiet and boring girl that I am == .

After that we all get to attend the convo for form 5 and 6, he finally graduated. How time flies..I still remember the time...blah, good for him though, it just meant that we're all growing up, which is a hard thing to believe since I don't think I've been doing any growing up hahahah..Well, all the best to him though :) Hopefully I'll meet a good guy like him in the near future.

All in all, I hope that I'll be able to do some growing up in this long holiday and learn something new. Also, I would be more than willing to get my project started :/ I've been dying to get it started and now, no more excuses or so called "obstacles" gonna get in my way, Im gonna do my best !! I will definitely inject tons of fun into the holidays. After all, what's a holiday to do without any fun?

PS: Will blog about the new moon outing on sat, the latest will be on sunday. I had so much fun , and the girls are really revealing tricks after tricks XD Just hope he won't notice == It's pretty embarassing but to me it's really great and thoughtful of them XD

PPS : I got accepted to join the china shenzhen trip :D OMG CHINA WTH IM SO FREAKING HAPPY XD XD XD


Sincerely, lots of love,
LyDia :)

" Stay strong "

School Mooncake Festival

Hey there :D
I just realized I haven't been in blogger for A MONTH -_____-
Lotsa been happening but no time at all to post anything up..
But to be honest, I don't think anybody will view my blog *cursing the day I became an antisocial person*.


BUT...
The most interesting happenings so far was last night :) My school had a Mooncake Festival, one of my favourite festivals, I was planning to skip that out cause I wasn't having the best of days and also weiteng them all are not going either so was even more convinced about not going. But Sarah, Lisa and Reine were gonna open a stall for the small bazaar at the festival, and I thought maybe going with them will do me some good, so I decided to go. I admit that I was pretty excited to go and was thinking about it for the whole week :) Finally Friday came!!! ( The day the festival was held, which means yesterday.) I was super excited when it comes to festivals and stuffs, and I was eager to get the day started :D

In addition to that, the day before the mooncake festival, my prayer was finally answered. During Bio class, Val asked me Are you ok? What happen? I decided to come clean cause I know if I delay any longer I won't get anything solved so I told her I'm not and basically tell her what's wrong with...everything these past few weeks, and she comforted me and said everthing will return to normal and etc. After that talk, I felt the weight on my shoulder was heaved off!! Finally, the conflict it's over :D. Everything turned from ''things couldn't be any worse" to "I'm really happy with everything right now *kinda* ".

Then Friday finally came :D In the morning I was really happy cause

NO CLASS!!! WOOHOO!!!

and also there is this Japanese students who came all the way from Japan to Sabah for a short study trip. No doubt I was EXCITED about it, I mean I saw Japanese people in tv but if memory serves I don't recall ever meeting a real life Japanese person :D. I was even more excited cause they will be goin through the class and introduces themself to us, well that was what I thought but it turns out ..

I didn't even get to see them T_________T Let alone hear them speak, walk or do anything japanese people do. ARGH I am so frustrated!!! Some of my friends who get to see them said they are really good people and some of them are really GOOD LOOKING too. I can't believe I didn't get the chance of meeting real life Jap Hotties -____- But aside from that at least I get to look forward to the mooncake festival :)

After school I went to Recess Revo with Val and shared a lot of things. First we did a check in which basically meant we share something to everyone about anything. The topic was something weird and good that happened this week. We all shared and I told them about how things turn from worse to good that week because of Divine Intervention :) AMEN!!! Later on during worshiping, we did a prayer walk through, we even went through the teacher's office. It was bizarre but in a good way. After the prayer walkthrough, We all felt relatively lighter compared to before. And while we were praying, I kinda got this message out from nowhere but maybe it came from God Himself that He wants us the prayer team to stay grounded and not sway by anything that will come our way. All I can say is that we should really get going with our recess revo and that We all will continue to pray for the school, the teachers and students, staffs and also our recess revo. :)

After all that, went home with Val, and she walked me to Sarah's place. After filling my totally empty stomach, I got to work. Everything was a blur because it was a race against time! It's already 2pm and nothing's happening! To top that off, we were supposed to be at school at exactly 5pm. ARGH!! You can just feel the pressure going on. But in the end, despite the hectic situation and things, we had fun doing things together :D It was one of those times where you know you'll be remembering this for years to come. And what was about to happened was even more so :D

We got there at 5.30pm, and it looks like nothing is in motion. So much for the rush -___-.

We helped set things up and stuffs (in case you're wondering, we had cupcakes, puddings and a variety of fishcakes for sale). The first person who bought our stuffs is Jordan :) That's so nice and unexpected of him, considering it's you know, Jordan -___-. But anyways, it's still nice of him :) We had a really busy time selling stuffs and ours are the first few to close up :) We even made a whopping Rm261 :D So happy!! At first nobody was buying anything and we were devastated, you can just see a ball of hay rolling around in front of us -__-. But as people are pouring in, they started noticing us and business are blooming :D Hooray!!!

After closing up, we took pictures and was just having fun. Will upload the pictures later on. Me, val and fish went in to see the performances, every programme was good but the best was Goh June Guan solo performance, the 睡美狼drama and the chinese yoyo performance. Goh sang beautifully, we were cheering him on like mad, till our throats are hoarse from cheering and shouting XD And also we had a good laugh enjoying the drama :) It's really hysterical, the cast looks beautiful :) But hey, all the cast who's gonna go up on stage are really pretty :)

We finish cleaning and closing the place up at almost 10.30pm. We were all exhausted but it was a night to remember for years and maybe decades to come, Im sure about it :) We all had such a fun night!! In the end, the most weird but thoughful thing happened :) I even took a picture with a really special person. At first I was shock but later on I felt happy :) I hope he doesn't feel weird out and prays that he doesn't think he is in hell -____-..

Overall, all I have to say is that it was a great night :D A really memorable, special night !

Me, Sarah and Lisa :) (sorry Reine, didn't get a pic of you and me :( )

Me and Kalvin.

Chinese Orchestra :) Can't get the rest of the performances (aside form CO coz was busy)

Goh June Guan, the star of the night and Kalvin, the helper of the night XD
Tasha, Val and Kalvin :)
The props for the night :D By Sanada Jialin

Quoted by Erick, requoted by Me :D

Enough about love.....live a little, feel a little, give a little, take a little, relax a little, enjoy a little. That's the way to live the life...

Sincerely,

Lydia :D

* God's love will change you forever"

A time of hardships and obstacles

Hey there, I can't remember the time I last blogged -__- Was pretty busy lately, so much is happening, and when I wanted to put it down in my blog, there's too much to say that I dunno what to say...hahahah, anyways I'm still gonna start somewhere.

School life is...HORRIBLE..lately... There's a lot of negative "friends" around me...But through all those hard days, I realised there are still true friends around me, supporting me through that phase in my life :D And I am grateful for that...Thank God for them, If not, I would have gone MAD I tell you, mad...Sometimes I seriously want to whack them but haiz...what to do, It's not like I can do anything to change them, the only person that can do that is them..So I'll just pray and hope they will turn over a new leaf.. But enough about them, I rather blog about something else..

Lately been in touch with my christian self more than ever, and Im very happy about that :D
What suprised and encouraged me more is that a friend from my school christian club - her name is Jasperin, she's a REALLY great prayer and has a lot of experiences with God - gave me note saying that "as you hunger and thirst more of God in your life, God will come to you. For he said : Draw close to me and I will draw close to you! Good job sister, keep it up :) Love Jasperin "
When I got that note after a tough day at school, I was really moves and touched by it and was even more encouraged to serve God :) And maybe the next thing that happened was a doing by God too, my sister friend Lisa asked me a favour, and so I said sure why not? She told me about an idea she had, that is to help the orphanges or old folks home, kinda like charity work, and I was thinking it's a pretty good idea coz helping people is what God wants us to do, and so the rock begins to roll and everything is in motion :) There's not much progress yet but that will change as soon as possible.


Will blog more later ..

My kind of guy XD

Muakakakaka, saw this at facebook, thought it was kinda cool, and maybe it's time to make a "judgement call" , so I decided to post this in blogger :D



Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- Yeah, but he doesn't need to be the greatest looking guy in the room X)

2. Smart?
- YESSSSSS...at least He's gotta be smarter than me XD

3. Preferred age?
- Preferably 1-3 years older than me :)

4. Preferred height?
- Definitely taller than me.

6. How about piercings?
- One is ok on one of his ears...THAT'S ALL

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- DUH..

8. Pink hair?
- ewwww...no way X(

9. Mushy or no?
- NO !!!

10. Thin or fat?
- Thin :)

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- white. xD

12. Long hair or short hair?
- I don't mind, anything is fine...except bald O_O

13. Plastic or metal?
- Metal..?

14. Smells good?
- Hahaha...Yep :D

15. Smoker?
- No -__-


16. Drinker?
- Sure, as long as He's not an obsessed alcoholic..

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- Sure :)

18. Muscular?
- ...Yeah sure

19. Plays piano?
- YESS :D

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- Both is totally FINE :D

21. Plays violin?
- YESS *again*

22. Sings very good?
- Don't mind if he sings or not :)

23. Vain?
- No, get out of my way :(

24. With glasses?
- Preferably yes :D

25. With braces?
- who cares,he wont be wearing them forever..XP

26. Shy type?
- Hahaha, sure but not 24/7 O_o

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Both is OK.

28. Active or passive?
- Active X)

29. Tight or bomb?
- Can I pass?

30. Singer or dancer?
- Singer :)

31. stunner?
- ....hahahah...maybe

32. Hiphop?
- NO !!! Annoys me :(

33. Earrings?
- As long as he doesn borrow mine...but preferably no..

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- No way...those guys aren't worth a second of your time -___-

35. Dimples?
- A+ :D

36. Bookworm?
- Sure :D Geeks are cool XD

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- Yep...but not in an excessive way X)

38. Playful?
- :D YEP

39. Flirt?
- No no no :)

40. Poem writer?
- OMG!!! YES :D

41. Serious?
- 100% must...but not always though...That's just plain unhealthy

42. Campus crush?
- ...Im thinking........No, sory :)

43. Painter?
- Sure, why not?

44. Religious?
- Yes :) Someone I can learn religious stuffs from :)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- Sure but dont over do it. Cute :)

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Both, but in a healthy manner la...Who wants their boyfriend to spend more time with the computer than you right?

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- A++ X)

48. Loyal or faithful?
- BOTH :D

49. Good kisser
- A+++++

50. loves children??
- Yes, that's just sweet :)

My Big Christian Family :D

Youth night was great last night :D

Had lots of fun and Uncle Ho's homemade fishball tomato pasta soup was nice^^

BUT...we don't have youth meeting next saturday!!! What a bummer...coz I really wanted to spend time with all of them. But I think maybe we'll be having tennis practice soon. Maybe though. And the other bad news is that Amy's going to study abroad at UK, for maybe 3-4 years, or maybe even forever!! But I am happy that she got accepted in at the university but that means we won't get to see her, and she's leaving in 3 weeks time T___T

I'm gonna miss you so much Amy, I've learnt a lot from you, and I'll pray that you will have a safe and good time there and also that I'll continue to learn from you ;) AMEN

Last night's topic was about God's Promise, I learnt a lot from them,

God sent his Son down to die on the cross for us so that we live fo Him,

Jesus Christ paid the penalty of our sins. I especially like this verse:

"For it is by his grace you have been saved, through faith yourselves, it is the gift of God" Ephesians 2:8

And last night, I was officially a Christian :D

Tricia led me through the sinners prayer, and I'm starting to feel a difference in me,

I was kinda expecting like a sudden wave of feelings over me, or visions and things, but none of that happens, instead, I get this light feeling throughout my body, anyhow, it was SOMETHING... So, yes, I am grateful for everything :)

Tennis yesterday morning was fun and hilarious,

but also embarassing coz I can't even hit the ball for countless times,

and my hands and thighs are sore...but it was FUN :D

But thanks to Amy for coaching us, I'm getting better at it...just a little bit though hahahah..

Here are some pictures I took :

Hahaha :D
I think that's all for now, will blog more when I have my privacy back -.-


Sincerely,
LyDia :)
*I will treasure you always*

Awesome Youth Night :D

OH YEAH!!!!!

Finally, I have internet -__- Thanks to TmNet for cutting off my internet when it's their fault they didn contact us to pay the bill, I was forced to post this today when I should be posting it on 8th August Saturday night. Thank God I have internet today :D

That night was the best night I had for a very loong time. Uncle Hee Mang and everybody especially Tricia, Amy and Debbie taught me a lot about God and just about everything, they taught me big things in small way that I never would have imagined. And sometimes maybe they don't realise it but they've made a big impact in my life by showing and teaching me about God. At first I was scared and insecure about going to youth meetings, thoughts like " Will I be able to make friends and fit in" and "Will they like me" went through my mind like a fast flowing river. Over and over again. But after going for a few times, I started to think differently and just be myself, hoping and praying they will accept me as myself.

After last night, I truly believe and love them all as my christian family. And I hope they will accept me as part of their's and God's big family. I felt truly grateful and blessed that God gave me an opportunity to get to know them and also Him. I felt as if it was just yesterday. Against all odds, I went to Debbie and Tricia's youth and that faithful night changed me. Maybe that night God already bestowed his blessings to me which I don't deserved - My wonderful awesome youth team- to me, and I just didn't realised it, up until that night. Now, to me, they are so important to me that If I were to know one day I would lose them, It would be part of my heart will be gone. Nobody can ever replace them. They gave me inspiration that was once lost in my heart. They are the one who brought me to the right path, the path of the Great Lord. If God gave me a choice, I would always choose them no matter what. And also, I pray to God that He would bless Uncle Hee Mang and Amy, Debbie , Tricia and everybody for teaching me about You O Lord and what's important. Amen. I am truly grateful for everybody for what they've done, may it big or small, I will always remember it always.

PS: Will blog more when I have the time, still have lots of things to blog about -__-