OH YEAH!!!!!
Finally, I have internet -__- Thanks to TmNet for cutting off my internet when it's their fault they didn contact us to pay the bill, I was forced to post this today when I should be posting it on 8th August Saturday night. Thank God I have internet today :D
That night was the best night I had for a very loong time. Uncle Hee Mang and everybody especially Tricia, Amy and Debbie taught me a lot about God and just about everything, they taught me big things in small way that I never would have imagined. And sometimes maybe they don't realise it but they've made a big impact in my life by showing and teaching me about God. At first I was scared and insecure about going to youth meetings, thoughts like " Will I be able to make friends and fit in" and "Will they like me" went through my mind like a fast flowing river. Over and over again. But after going for a few times, I started to think differently and just be myself, hoping and praying they will accept me as myself.
After last night, I truly believe and love them all as my christian family. And I hope they will accept me as part of their's and God's big family. I felt truly grateful and blessed that God gave me an opportunity to get to know them and also Him. I felt as if it was just yesterday. Against all odds, I went to Debbie and Tricia's youth and that faithful night changed me. Maybe that night God already bestowed his blessings to me which I don't deserved - My wonderful awesome youth team- to me, and I just didn't realised it, up until that night. Now, to me, they are so important to me that If I were to know one day I would lose them, It would be part of my heart will be gone. Nobody can ever replace them. They gave me inspiration that was once lost in my heart. They are the one who brought me to the right path, the path of the Great Lord. If God gave me a choice, I would always choose them no matter what. And also, I pray to God that He would bless Uncle Hee Mang and Amy, Debbie , Tricia and everybody for teaching me about You O Lord and what's important. Amen. I am truly grateful for everybody for what they've done, may it big or small, I will always remember it always.
PS: Will blog more when I have the time, still have lots of things to blog about -__-
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