A time of hardships and obstacles

Hey there, I can't remember the time I last blogged -__- Was pretty busy lately, so much is happening, and when I wanted to put it down in my blog, there's too much to say that I dunno what to say...hahahah, anyways I'm still gonna start somewhere.

School life is...HORRIBLE..lately... There's a lot of negative "friends" around me...But through all those hard days, I realised there are still true friends around me, supporting me through that phase in my life :D And I am grateful for that...Thank God for them, If not, I would have gone MAD I tell you, mad...Sometimes I seriously want to whack them but haiz...what to do, It's not like I can do anything to change them, the only person that can do that is them..So I'll just pray and hope they will turn over a new leaf.. But enough about them, I rather blog about something else..

Lately been in touch with my christian self more than ever, and Im very happy about that :D
What suprised and encouraged me more is that a friend from my school christian club - her name is Jasperin, she's a REALLY great prayer and has a lot of experiences with God - gave me note saying that "as you hunger and thirst more of God in your life, God will come to you. For he said : Draw close to me and I will draw close to you! Good job sister, keep it up :) Love Jasperin "
When I got that note after a tough day at school, I was really moves and touched by it and was even more encouraged to serve God :) And maybe the next thing that happened was a doing by God too, my sister friend Lisa asked me a favour, and so I said sure why not? She told me about an idea she had, that is to help the orphanges or old folks home, kinda like charity work, and I was thinking it's a pretty good idea coz helping people is what God wants us to do, and so the rock begins to roll and everything is in motion :) There's not much progress yet but that will change as soon as possible.


Will blog more later ..

My kind of guy XD

Muakakakaka, saw this at facebook, thought it was kinda cool, and maybe it's time to make a "judgement call" , so I decided to post this in blogger :D



Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- Yeah, but he doesn't need to be the greatest looking guy in the room X)

2. Smart?
- YESSSSSS...at least He's gotta be smarter than me XD

3. Preferred age?
- Preferably 1-3 years older than me :)

4. Preferred height?
- Definitely taller than me.

6. How about piercings?
- One is ok on one of his ears...THAT'S ALL

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- DUH..

8. Pink hair?
- ewwww...no way X(

9. Mushy or no?
- NO !!!

10. Thin or fat?
- Thin :)

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- white. xD

12. Long hair or short hair?
- I don't mind, anything is fine...except bald O_O

13. Plastic or metal?
- Metal..?

14. Smells good?
- Hahaha...Yep :D

15. Smoker?
- No -__-


16. Drinker?
- Sure, as long as He's not an obsessed alcoholic..

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- Sure :)

18. Muscular?
- ...Yeah sure

19. Plays piano?
- YESS :D

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- Both is totally FINE :D

21. Plays violin?
- YESS *again*

22. Sings very good?
- Don't mind if he sings or not :)

23. Vain?
- No, get out of my way :(

24. With glasses?
- Preferably yes :D

25. With braces?
- who cares,he wont be wearing them forever..XP

26. Shy type?
- Hahaha, sure but not 24/7 O_o

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Both is OK.

28. Active or passive?
- Active X)

29. Tight or bomb?
- Can I pass?

30. Singer or dancer?
- Singer :)

31. stunner?
- ....hahahah...maybe

32. Hiphop?
- NO !!! Annoys me :(

33. Earrings?
- As long as he doesn borrow mine...but preferably no..

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- No way...those guys aren't worth a second of your time -___-

35. Dimples?
- A+ :D

36. Bookworm?
- Sure :D Geeks are cool XD

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- Yep...but not in an excessive way X)

38. Playful?
- :D YEP

39. Flirt?
- No no no :)

40. Poem writer?
- OMG!!! YES :D

41. Serious?
- 100% must...but not always though...That's just plain unhealthy

42. Campus crush?
- ...Im thinking........No, sory :)

43. Painter?
- Sure, why not?

44. Religious?
- Yes :) Someone I can learn religious stuffs from :)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- Sure but dont over do it. Cute :)

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Both, but in a healthy manner la...Who wants their boyfriend to spend more time with the computer than you right?

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- A++ X)

48. Loyal or faithful?
- BOTH :D

49. Good kisser
- A+++++

50. loves children??
- Yes, that's just sweet :)

My Big Christian Family :D

Youth night was great last night :D

Had lots of fun and Uncle Ho's homemade fishball tomato pasta soup was nice^^

BUT...we don't have youth meeting next saturday!!! What a bummer...coz I really wanted to spend time with all of them. But I think maybe we'll be having tennis practice soon. Maybe though. And the other bad news is that Amy's going to study abroad at UK, for maybe 3-4 years, or maybe even forever!! But I am happy that she got accepted in at the university but that means we won't get to see her, and she's leaving in 3 weeks time T___T

I'm gonna miss you so much Amy, I've learnt a lot from you, and I'll pray that you will have a safe and good time there and also that I'll continue to learn from you ;) AMEN

Last night's topic was about God's Promise, I learnt a lot from them,

God sent his Son down to die on the cross for us so that we live fo Him,

Jesus Christ paid the penalty of our sins. I especially like this verse:

"For it is by his grace you have been saved, through faith yourselves, it is the gift of God" Ephesians 2:8

And last night, I was officially a Christian :D

Tricia led me through the sinners prayer, and I'm starting to feel a difference in me,

I was kinda expecting like a sudden wave of feelings over me, or visions and things, but none of that happens, instead, I get this light feeling throughout my body, anyhow, it was SOMETHING... So, yes, I am grateful for everything :)

Tennis yesterday morning was fun and hilarious,

but also embarassing coz I can't even hit the ball for countless times,

and my hands and thighs are sore...but it was FUN :D

But thanks to Amy for coaching us, I'm getting better at it...just a little bit though hahahah..

Here are some pictures I took :

Hahaha :D
I think that's all for now, will blog more when I have my privacy back -.-


Sincerely,
LyDia :)
*I will treasure you always*

Awesome Youth Night :D

OH YEAH!!!!!

Finally, I have internet -__- Thanks to TmNet for cutting off my internet when it's their fault they didn contact us to pay the bill, I was forced to post this today when I should be posting it on 8th August Saturday night. Thank God I have internet today :D

That night was the best night I had for a very loong time. Uncle Hee Mang and everybody especially Tricia, Amy and Debbie taught me a lot about God and just about everything, they taught me big things in small way that I never would have imagined. And sometimes maybe they don't realise it but they've made a big impact in my life by showing and teaching me about God. At first I was scared and insecure about going to youth meetings, thoughts like " Will I be able to make friends and fit in" and "Will they like me" went through my mind like a fast flowing river. Over and over again. But after going for a few times, I started to think differently and just be myself, hoping and praying they will accept me as myself.

After last night, I truly believe and love them all as my christian family. And I hope they will accept me as part of their's and God's big family. I felt truly grateful and blessed that God gave me an opportunity to get to know them and also Him. I felt as if it was just yesterday. Against all odds, I went to Debbie and Tricia's youth and that faithful night changed me. Maybe that night God already bestowed his blessings to me which I don't deserved - My wonderful awesome youth team- to me, and I just didn't realised it, up until that night. Now, to me, they are so important to me that If I were to know one day I would lose them, It would be part of my heart will be gone. Nobody can ever replace them. They gave me inspiration that was once lost in my heart. They are the one who brought me to the right path, the path of the Great Lord. If God gave me a choice, I would always choose them no matter what. And also, I pray to God that He would bless Uncle Hee Mang and Amy, Debbie , Tricia and everybody for teaching me about You O Lord and what's important. Amen. I am truly grateful for everybody for what they've done, may it big or small, I will always remember it always.

PS: Will blog more when I have the time, still have lots of things to blog about -__-

Wednesday afternoon :)

Lots been happening at our school and in my life as well. Firstly, our school had a confirmed case of H1N1, it's kinda scary when you think a possibly deadly virus is hijacking our school. And seeing students everywhere wearing mask isn't helping either, it reminds me even more about that virus :( Hopefully the school will close down and won't let the virus to continue spreading but yet I seriously hope I won't have a mental or possibly physical breakdown because the BIG LOAD of homework the teachers promise us...
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE US A REASONABLE AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK JEEZ!!!!!

And also somehow the pressure of exam and growing up really got to me...I don't think I'm ready to grow up just yet...It's too big of a responsibility!!! Im just not ready to face the world outside :( Hopefully I will when the time comes.

There's one thing I really lack lately...that is INSPIRATION!!!
Yep...I lack just that when I needed it the most...HAIZZZ...it is so frustrating.. I want my inspiration back!!! Especially when people around you are full of inspiration and you don't, I can tell you this : NOT a good feeling :(
Sometimes I wonder is writing really meant for me?? I can't seem to write anything remotely passable lately...(mental note : Will pray to God bout it)

Blog more later :) Chiao~

Song of the day : Through the Rain by Mariah Carey
PS: I can't find a decent video in youtube, damn it, don't believe me? Check it out yourself...damn youtube!! But still, go listen to that song, it's really good even though I've listen to it a hundred times before XD


Sincerely, with lots of love to the people who read my blog before, thanks to you :)
Lydia

A not-so-ordinary ordinary day :3 wakakaka

TGIS

Thank God it's Saturday :D

Hahahaha...I can't remember the last time I blog XD

I've actually got a list of stuffs and events I wanna blog about but just because I'm using a desktop and not a LAPTOP, I'm forced to blog only when I had the chance...huh..

Nways, was sick the entire week, fever and nausea for no reason!! If there's one thing I hate the most is nausea...you just can't eat anything... and I mean it!!! So i was absent for a few days, lucky for me heheheh...But Im better now so YAY me muahahahahahah!!!!

Supposely we're suppose to be at school today (yes, I know, it's a SATURDAY !!!!) to support the chinese debate team..but yeah whatever...I do not care ^^

Me and weiteng went CP, at first we totally wander aimlessly...seriously...then we went for a drink..then wander aimlessly again..but thank goodness it's not for long coz we were suppose to meet up with Jac, Elijah, Hsu, jialin, mei, singyee and james for a movie :D Jac's bro is SOOOO CUTE!!!! I mean seriously CUTE!!!! AWWW, I was "aww, he is such a cutie" the entire time X3 The movie that we watched was Harry Potter, it was really nice!!! A lot of people may say the ending is hanging but I think it was fantastic coz Im a big Harry Potter Fan!!! I have to say the guys in that movie has really grown...HOT!!! LOL..who would have thought Draco Malfoy is quite a hottie XD Harry and Ron is no exception too :D

This is my fav poster ^^ Ron looks so cool in this pic :D

After the movie, we went for a CD hunt :) and play games at that palm square place heheh

Objective : Tohoshinki album
Mission : Find this album at all cost

Status : Positive

Hahahahahah, we finally found her disc and the result? She's happy :) But seriously, can you believe thay don't have the chinese version in both speedy and both rekod jaya?? But we found it at this "ginourmous" disc store near McD. Then we went back and here I am blogging...yes I know..boring...but wait till I get a bigger allowance and a car XP

Oh and was going through my friend's blog...walao, this is like the first time for as long as I know him to blog something like that. It's quite emotional or should I say sensitive in a way...in reply i said this : people are always changing, that's life, sometimes I also hope that some things will never change until the end of time but that's not possible, but the things that we can do and hope now that in those changes they will always have a place for us :)

Black or White :3

Love this song by Michael Jackson, Black or White ^^

It's really meaningfull, that song teaches us to set aside our differences - races, status, power, fame n etc.

It teaches us equality among human beings and being who we are.

Overall, It's the best damn song EVER!!!!

Gosh...Im still mourning for his death...and Im pretty sure other fans are mourning too T____T

Lately Im really addicted to Adam Lambert :D

He is phenomenal!!! Even though I like Kris Allen too but...Adam could have won...but yet both of them are great!!! Either ways, both of them are goin far :D Can't wait for their albums to come out!!! N also Mariah is coming out with an album !!!! Can't wait but I really really really hope that she'll come out with great hits like before, I really miss her songs like without you, Hero and so on, these song is what got her to this place :D Mariah ROCKS!!!

Will be goin 7k run later...ugh...kinda lazy...don't feel like going...ARGH!!!

Blog more later...suddenly can't think of anything to blog about -__-

PS: I just realised that I have nil people in my followers list T___T Do i need some kind of advertisement just for people to come visit my blog?? Huhuhuh...I'll find something interesting to blog bout next time...

Love this saying...It is so true for me heheh :3 Hope that he can see this