Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Christmas, New Year n Phil Collins, Can't hurry love

Hey hey, school starting real soon :(
:) ? Maybe.. So won't be posting anything up soon but will still make an effort to post something
BDW, Christmas Eve Party at church (D'Gap) and Christmas dinner at Debbie's and Tricia's place is nice :D The performances by D'Gap member was awesome!!! It really sent a strong message to the audience, including me. The emcee were really funny too!! Overall it was a great night for me, and others as well, it was my first and -hopefully not the last- wonderful christmas I ever had. Yeah, I know it sounds cheesy :P Am really grateful that I get to know all of the amazing people I met this year, thanks so much :D And it's also a really really big improvement for me, If I do say so myself.

Im so proud of myself XD



Phil Collins - Can't hurry love

I need love, love
Ooh, ease my mind
And I need to find time
Someone to call mine;

My mama said
You cant hurry love
No, youll just have to wait
She said love dont come easy
But its a game of give and take
You cant hurry love
No, youll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes

How many heartaches must I stand
Before I find the love to let me live again
Right now the only thing that keeps me hanging on
When I feel my strength, ooh, its almost gone

I remember mama said
You cant hurry love
No youll just have to wait
She said love dont come easy
Its a game of give and take
How long must I wait
How muck more must I take
Before loneliness
Will cause my heart, heart to break

No, I cant bear to live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that i, I cant go on
Well these precious words keep me hanging on

I remember mama said
You cant hurry love
No, youll just have to wait
She said love dont come easy
Well, its a game of give and take
You cant hurry love
No, youll just have to wait
Just trust in a good time
No matter how long it takes, now break!

Now love, love dont come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating for that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
Hold me tight
I keep waiting
Ooh, till that day
But it aint easy (love dont come easy)
No, you know it aint easy

My mama said
You cant hurry love
No, youll just have to wait
She said love dont come easy
Its a game of give and take...






Enjoy !! N Happy New Year
Lydia @ Miss Romance ♥♥♥

PS: Check out My Fake Fiance and Holiday in Handcuffs :D Two really really great chick flicks, I can't decide which one I like better :P It's in youtube :)

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Kris Allen - Live like We're Dying

Kris Allen - Live Like We're Dying

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's too late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would've done


Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta Live Like We're Dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying


And if you plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out of our lives
So when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line


Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying


We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying


Like we're dying
Like we're dying
Like we're dying
Like we're dying



Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying


You never know a good thing until it's gone
You never see a crash until it's head on
All these people right when we're dead wrong,
You never know a good thing till it's gone


Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying


Like we're dying
Like we're dying
Like we're dying
Like we're dying


Yeah, gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin' it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we're dying



*This is such a great song :) I believe we all could learn a little something from this song and start living like we're dying and appreciate what we have and the people around us, it's never too late to tell your loved one's you love them :D So what are you waiting for??


Loves,
Lydia ♥♥♥
*Merry Christmas*

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Cowboy Casanova - Carrie Underwood ♥ love her ;3 ♥

Cowboy Casanova from Carrie Underwood's newest album "Play On"


You better take it from me
That boy is like a disease
You're running, you're trying, you're trying to hide
And you're wondering why you can't get free

He's like a curse, he's like a drug
You'll get addicted to his love
You wanna get out, but he's holding you down
'Cause you can't live without one more touch


He's a, a good time, cowboy Casanova
Leaning up against the record machine
He looks like a cool drink of water
But he's candy-coated misery


He's the devil in disguise, a snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
Gives you feelings that you don't want to fight
You better run for your life


I see that look on your face
You ain't hearing what I say
So I'll say it again, 'cause I been where you been
And I know how it ends, you can't get away


Don't even look in his eyes
He'll tell you nothing but lies
And you'll wanna believe, but you won't be deceived
If you listen to me and take my advice


He's a, a good time, cowboy Casanova
Leaning up against the record machine
He looks like a cool drink of water
But he's candy-coated misery


He's the devil in disguise, a snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
Gives you feelings that you don't want to fight
You better run for your life


Run run away, don't let him mess with your mind
He'll tell you anything you want to hear
He'll break your heart, it's just a matter of time
But just remember


He's a, a good time, cowboy Casanova
Leaning up against the record machine
He looks like a cool drink of water
But he's candy-coated misery


He's the devil in disguise, a snake with blue eyes
And he only comes out at night
Gives you feelings that you don't want to fight
You better run for your life


Oh, you better run for your life
Oh, you better run for your life


It's a really nice, catchy, totally genuine that speaks of the truth country song :D I fell in love with this song when I first listen to it ♥♥♥
I dedicate this song solely to me and the girls who are falling for BAD casanova's around..enjoy :D






Cheers,
LyDia ♥♥♥
Merry Christmas !!

Friday, December 11, 2009

Smile :)

You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler than the flip-side of my pillow (that's right)
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Let's me know that it's okay (yea, it's okay)
And the moments when my good times start to fade

[Chorus:]
You make me smile like a sun, Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird, Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you don't
Somehow you come along just like a flower pokin through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain
And just like that

[Chorus]

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

[Chorus]

(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille


Loves and smiles from yours truly :D

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Holidays and everything in between

A big greeting to everyone and friends :D

Blogger and the internet has been lagging lately so didn't post anything up, I'd been super super busy from my last post till the start of the holiday :) Finally, the word "holiday" when pronounced, sounded so nice. Finally, we can all RELAX ^^ and it felt good to blog. Really good, like Im able to open the cork to my over-flowing mind and heart. Lot's been happening as usual. So far we had parties, bbqs, outings, good news, bad news, blah..

The party we had in honour of our class 4B was all in all a great ending to our over-the-moon-and-sometimes-down-in-the-dumps year. I took pictures but it didn't turn out so well, so I decided not to post it. But I can always see em in Rebecca's facebook anytime I want, being the "class event photographer" she is X) The food was great, and the quality time was better. Not to mention plans of outing and such brought even more anticipation to end the year and have a great time. The girls sang while the guys just savour the moment. I definitely did both :) But more on the savouring part rather than the singing part being the quiet and boring girl that I am == .

After that we all get to attend the convo for form 5 and 6, he finally graduated. How time flies..I still remember the time...blah, good for him though, it just meant that we're all growing up, which is a hard thing to believe since I don't think I've been doing any growing up hahahah..Well, all the best to him though :) Hopefully I'll meet a good guy like him in the near future.

All in all, I hope that I'll be able to do some growing up in this long holiday and learn something new. Also, I would be more than willing to get my project started :/ I've been dying to get it started and now, no more excuses or so called "obstacles" gonna get in my way, Im gonna do my best !! I will definitely inject tons of fun into the holidays. After all, what's a holiday to do without any fun?

PS: Will blog about the new moon outing on sat, the latest will be on sunday. I had so much fun , and the girls are really revealing tricks after tricks XD Just hope he won't notice == It's pretty embarassing but to me it's really great and thoughtful of them XD

PPS : I got accepted to join the china shenzhen trip :D OMG CHINA WTH IM SO FREAKING HAPPY XD XD XD


Sincerely, lots of love,
LyDia :)

" Stay strong "

Saturday, October 3, 2009

School Mooncake Festival

Hey there :D
I just realized I haven't been in blogger for A MONTH -_____-
Lotsa been happening but no time at all to post anything up..
But to be honest, I don't think anybody will view my blog *cursing the day I became an antisocial person*.


BUT...
The most interesting happenings so far was last night :) My school had a Mooncake Festival, one of my favourite festivals, I was planning to skip that out cause I wasn't having the best of days and also weiteng them all are not going either so was even more convinced about not going. But Sarah, Lisa and Reine were gonna open a stall for the small bazaar at the festival, and I thought maybe going with them will do me some good, so I decided to go. I admit that I was pretty excited to go and was thinking about it for the whole week :) Finally Friday came!!! ( The day the festival was held, which means yesterday.) I was super excited when it comes to festivals and stuffs, and I was eager to get the day started :D

In addition to that, the day before the mooncake festival, my prayer was finally answered. During Bio class, Val asked me Are you ok? What happen? I decided to come clean cause I know if I delay any longer I won't get anything solved so I told her I'm not and basically tell her what's wrong with...everything these past few weeks, and she comforted me and said everthing will return to normal and etc. After that talk, I felt the weight on my shoulder was heaved off!! Finally, the conflict it's over :D. Everything turned from ''things couldn't be any worse" to "I'm really happy with everything right now *kinda* ".

Then Friday finally came :D In the morning I was really happy cause

NO CLASS!!! WOOHOO!!!


and also there is this Japanese students who came all the way from Japan to Sabah for a short study trip. No doubt I was EXCITED about it, I mean I saw Japanese people in tv but if memory serves I don't recall ever meeting a real life Japanese person :D. I was even more excited cause they will be goin through the class and introduces themself to us, well that was what I thought but it turns out ..

I didn't even get to see them T_________T Let alone hear them speak, walk or do anything japanese people do. ARGH I am so frustrated!!! Some of my friends who get to see them said they are really good people and some of them are really GOOD LOOKING too. I can't believe I didn't get the chance of meeting real life Jap Hotties -____- But aside from that at least I get to look forward to the mooncake festival :)

After school I went to Recess Revo with Val and shared a lot of things. First we did a check in which basically meant we share something to everyone about anything. The topic was something weird and good that happened this week. We all shared and I told them about how things turn from worse to good that week because of Divine Intervention :) AMEN!!! Later on during worshiping, we did a prayer walk through, we even went through the teacher's office. It was bizarre but in a good way. After the prayer walkthrough, We all felt relatively lighter compared to before. And while we were praying, I kinda got this message out from nowhere but maybe it came from God Himself that He wants us the prayer team to stay grounded and not sway by anything that will come our way. All I can say is that we should really get going with our recess revo and that We all will continue to pray for the school, the teachers and students, staffs and also our recess revo. :)



After all that, went home with Val, and she walked me to Sarah's place. After filling my totally empty stomach, I got to work. Everything was a blur because it was a race against time! It's already 2pm and nothing's happening! To top that off, we were supposed to be at school at exactly 5pm. ARGH!! You can just feel the pressure going on. But in the end, despite the hectic situation and things, we had fun doing things together :D It was one of those times where you know you'll be remembering this for years to come. And what was about to happened was even more so :D


We got there at 5.30pm, and it looks like nothing is in motion. So much for the rush -___-.


We helped set things up and stuffs (in case you're wondering, we had cupcakes, puddings and a variety of fishcakes for sale). The first person who bought our stuffs is Jordan :) That's so nice and unexpected of him, considering it's you know, Jordan -___-. But anyways, it's still nice of him :) We had a really busy time selling stuffs and ours are the first few to close up :) We even made a whopping Rm261 :D So happy!! At first nobody was buying anything and we were devastated, you can just see a ball of hay rolling around in front of us -__-. But as people are pouring in, they started noticing us and business are blooming :D Hooray!!!


After closing up, we took pictures and was just having fun. Will upload the pictures later on. Me, val and fish went in to see the performances, every programme was good but the best was Goh June Guan solo performance, the 睡美狼drama and the chinese yoyo performance. Goh sang beautifully, we were cheering him on like mad, till our throats are hoarse from cheering and shouting XD And also we had a good laugh enjoying the drama :) It's really hysterical, the cast looks beautiful :) But hey, all the cast who's gonna go up on stage are really pretty :)


We finish cleaning and closing the place up at almost 10.30pm. We were all exhausted but it was a night to remember for years and maybe decades to come, Im sure about it :) We all had such a fun night!! In the end, the most weird but thoughful thing happened :) I even took a picture with a really special person. At first I was shock but later on I felt happy :) I hope he doesn't feel weird out and prays that he doesn't think he is in hell -____-..


Overall, all I have to say is that it was a great night :D A really memorable, special night !



Me, Sarah and Lisa :) (sorry Reine, didn't get a pic of you and me :( )




Me and Kalvin.




Chinese Orchestra :) Can't get the rest of the performances (aside form CO coz was busy)


Goh June Guan, the star of the night and Kalvin, the helper of the night XD
Tasha, Val and Kalvin :)
The props for the night :D By Sanada Jialin




















































Monday, September 14, 2009

Quoted by Erick, requoted by Me :D

Enough about love.....live a little, feel a little, give a little, take a little, relax a little, enjoy a little. That's the way to live the life...
Sincerely,
Lydia :D
* God's love will change you forever"

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

A time of hardships and obstacles

Hey there, I can't remember the time I last blogged -__- Was pretty busy lately, so much is happening, and when I wanted to put it down in my blog, there's too much to say that I dunno what to say...hahahah, anyways I'm still gonna start somewhere.

School life is...HORRIBLE..lately... There's a lot of negative "friends" around me...But through all those hard days, I realised there are still true friends around me, supporting me through that phase in my life :D And I am grateful for that...Thank God for them, If not, I would have gone MAD I tell you, mad...Sometimes I seriously want to whack them but haiz...what to do, It's not like I can do anything to change them, the only person that can do that is them..So I'll just pray and hope they will turn over a new leaf.. But enough about them, I rather blog about something else..

Lately been in touch with my christian self more than ever, and Im very happy about that :D
What suprised and encouraged me more is that a friend from my school christian club - her name is Jasperin, she's a REALLY great prayer and has a lot of experiences with God - gave me note saying that "as you hunger and thirst more of God in your life, God will come to you. For he said : Draw close to me and I will draw close to you! Good job sister, keep it up :) Love Jasperin "
When I got that note after a tough day at school, I was really moves and touched by it and was even more encouraged to serve God :) And maybe the next thing that happened was a doing by God too, my sister friend Lisa asked me a favour, and so I said sure why not? She told me about an idea she had, that is to help the orphanges or old folks home, kinda like charity work, and I was thinking it's a pretty good idea coz helping people is what God wants us to do, and so the rock begins to roll and everything is in motion :) There's not much progress yet but that will change as soon as possible.


Will blog more later ..

Saturday, August 29, 2009

My kind of guy XD

Muakakakaka, saw this at facebook, thought it was kinda cool, and maybe it's time to make a "judgement call" , so I decided to post this in blogger :D



Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- Yeah, but he doesn't need to be the greatest looking guy in the room X)

2. Smart?
- YESSSSSS...at least He's gotta be smarter than me XD

3. Preferred age?
- Preferably 1-3 years older than me :)

4. Preferred height?
- Definitely taller than me.

6. How about piercings?
- One is ok on one of his ears...THAT'S ALL

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- DUH..

8. Pink hair?
- ewwww...no way X(

9. Mushy or no?
- NO !!!

10. Thin or fat?
- Thin :)

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- white. xD

12. Long hair or short hair?
- I don't mind, anything is fine...except bald O_O

13. Plastic or metal?
- Metal..?

14. Smells good?
- Hahaha...Yep :D

15. Smoker?
- No -__-


16. Drinker?
- Sure, as long as He's not an obsessed alcoholic..

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- Sure :)

18. Muscular?
- ...Yeah sure

19. Plays piano?
- YESS :D

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- Both is totally FINE :D

21. Plays violin?
- YESS *again*

22. Sings very good?
- Don't mind if he sings or not :)

23. Vain?
- No, get out of my way :(

24. With glasses?
- Preferably yes :D

25. With braces?
- who cares,he wont be wearing them forever..XP

26. Shy type?
- Hahaha, sure but not 24/7 O_o

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- Both is OK.

28. Active or passive?
- Active X)

29. Tight or bomb?
- Can I pass?

30. Singer or dancer?
- Singer :)

31. stunner?
- ....hahahah...maybe

32. Hiphop?
- NO !!! Annoys me :(

33. Earrings?
- As long as he doesn borrow mine...but preferably no..

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- No way...those guys aren't worth a second of your time -___-

35. Dimples?
- A+ :D

36. Bookworm?
- Sure :D Geeks are cool XD

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- Yep...but not in an excessive way X)

38. Playful?
- :D YEP

39. Flirt?
- No no no :)

40. Poem writer?
- OMG!!! YES :D

41. Serious?
- 100% must...but not always though...That's just plain unhealthy

42. Campus crush?
- ...Im thinking........No, sory :)

43. Painter?
- Sure, why not?

44. Religious?
- Yes :) Someone I can learn religious stuffs from :)

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- Sure but dont over do it. Cute :)

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- Both, but in a healthy manner la...Who wants their boyfriend to spend more time with the computer than you right?

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- A++ X)

48. Loyal or faithful?
- BOTH :D

49. Good kisser
- A+++++

50. loves children??
- Yes, that's just sweet :)




Saturday, August 22, 2009

My Big Christian Family :D



Youth night was great last night :D
Had lots of fun and Uncle Ho's homemade fishball tomato pasta soup was nice^^
BUT...we don't have youth meeting next saturday!!! What a bummer...coz I really wanted to spend time with all of them. But I think maybe we'll be having tennis practice soon. Maybe though. And the other bad news is that Amy's going to study abroad at UK, for maybe 3-4 years, or maybe even forever!! But I am happy that she got accepted in at the university but that means we won't get to see her, and she's leaving in 3 weeks time T___T
I'm gonna miss you so much Amy, I've learnt a lot from you, and I'll pray that you will have a safe and good time there and also that I'll continue to learn from you ;) AMEN
Last night's topic was about God's Promise, I learnt a lot from them,
God sent his Son down to die on the cross for us so that we live fo Him,
Jesus Christ paid the penalty of our sins. I especially like this verse:
"For it is by his grace you have been saved, through faith yourselves, it is the gift of God" Ephesians 2:8


And last night, I was officially a Christian :D
Tricia led me through the sinners prayer, and I'm starting to feel a difference in me,
I was kinda expecting like a sudden wave of feelings over me, or visions and things, but none of that happens, instead, I get this light feeling throughout my body, anyhow, it was SOMETHING... So, yes, I am grateful for everything :)

Tennis yesterday morning was fun and hilarious,
but also embarassing coz I can't even hit the ball for countless times,
and my hands and thighs are sore...but it was FUN :D
But thanks to Amy for coaching us, I'm getting better at it...just a little bit though hahahah..
Here are some pictures I took :





Hahaha :D
I think that's all for now, will blog more when I have my privacy back -.-


Sincerely,
LyDia :)
*I will treasure you always*

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Awesome Youth Night :D

OH YEAH!!!!!
Finally, I have internet -__- Thanks to TmNet for cutting off my internet when it's their fault they didn contact us to pay the bill, I was forced to post this today when I should be posting it on 8th August Saturday night. Thank God I have internet today :D
That night was the best night I had for a very loong time. Uncle Hee Mang and everybody especially Tricia, Amy and Debbie taught me a lot about God and just about everything, they taught me big things in small way that I never would have imagined. And sometimes maybe they don't realise it but they've made a big impact in my life by showing and teaching me about God. At first I was scared and insecure about going to youth meetings, thoughts like " Will I be able to make friends and fit in" and "Will they like me" went through my mind like a fast flowing river. Over and over again. But after going for a few times, I started to think differently and just be myself, hoping and praying they will accept me as myself.
After last night, I truly believe and love them all as my christian family. And I hope they will accept me as part of their's and God's big family. I felt truly grateful and blessed that God gave me an opportunity to get to know them and also Him. I felt as if it was just yesterday. Against all odds, I went to Debbie and Tricia's youth and that faithful night changed me. Maybe that night God already bestowed his blessings to me which I don't deserved - My wonderful awesome youth team- to me, and I just didn't realised it, up until that night. Now, to me, they are so important to me that If I were to know one day I would lose them, It would be part of my heart will be gone. Nobody can ever replace them. They gave me inspiration that was once lost in my heart. They are the one who brought me to the right path, the path of the Great Lord. If God gave me a choice, I would always choose them no matter what. And also, I pray to God that He would bless Uncle Hee Mang and Amy, Debbie , Tricia and everybody for teaching me about You O Lord and what's important. Amen. I am truly grateful for everybody for what they've done, may it big or small, I will always remember it always.
PS: Will blog more when I have the time, still have lots of things to blog about -__-

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Wednesday afternoon :)

Lots been happening at our school and in my life as well. Firstly, our school had a confirmed case of H1N1, it's kinda scary when you think a possibly deadly virus is hijacking our school. And seeing students everywhere wearing mask isn't helping either, it reminds me even more about that virus :( Hopefully the school will close down and won't let the virus to continue spreading but yet I seriously hope I won't have a mental or possibly physical breakdown because the BIG LOAD of homework the teachers promise us...
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE US A REASONABLE AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK JEEZ!!!!!

And also somehow the pressure of exam and growing up really got to me...I don't think I'm ready to grow up just yet...It's too big of a responsibility!!! Im just not ready to face the world outside :( Hopefully I will when the time comes.

There's one thing I really lack lately...that is INSPIRATION!!!
Yep...I lack just that when I needed it the most...HAIZZZ...it is so frustrating.. I want my inspiration back!!! Especially when people around you are full of inspiration and you don't, I can tell you this : NOT a good feeling :(
Sometimes I wonder is writing really meant for me?? I can't seem to write anything remotely passable lately...(mental note : Will pray to God bout it)

Blog more later :) Chiao~

Song of the day : Through the Rain by Mariah Carey
PS: I can't find a decent video in youtube, damn it, don't believe me? Check it out yourself...damn youtube!! But still, go listen to that song, it's really good even though I've listen to it a hundred times before XD


Sincerely, with lots of love to the people who read my blog before, thanks to you :)
Lydia

Saturday, July 25, 2009

A not-so-ordinary ordinary day :3 wakakaka

TGIS
Thank God it's Saturday :D
Hahahaha...I can't remember the last time I blog XD
I've actually got a list of stuffs and events I wanna blog about but just because I'm using a desktop and not a LAPTOP, I'm forced to blog only when I had the chance...huh..

Nways, was sick the entire week, fever and nausea for no reason!! If there's one thing I hate the most is nausea...you just can't eat anything... and I mean it!!! So i was absent for a few days, lucky for me heheheh...But Im better now so YAY me muahahahahahah!!!!

Supposely we're suppose to be at school today (yes, I know, it's a SATURDAY !!!!) to support the chinese debate team..but yeah whatever...I do not care ^^

Me and weiteng went CP, at first we totally wander aimlessly...seriously...then we went for a drink..then wander aimlessly again..but thank goodness it's not for long coz we were suppose to meet up with Jac, Elijah, Hsu, jialin, mei, singyee and james for a movie :D Jac's bro is SOOOO CUTE!!!! I mean seriously CUTE!!!! AWWW, I was "aww, he is such a cutie" the entire time X3 The movie that we watched was Harry Potter, it was really nice!!! A lot of people may say the ending is hanging but I think it was fantastic coz Im a big Harry Potter Fan!!! I have to say the guys in that movie has really grown...HOT!!! LOL..who would have thought Draco Malfoy is quite a hottie XD Harry and Ron is no exception too :D


This is my fav poster ^^ Ron looks so cool in this pic :D






After the movie, we went for a CD hunt :) and play games at that palm square place heheh

Objective : Tohoshinki album
Mission : Find this album at all cost

Status : Positive

Hahahahahah, we finally found her disc and the result? She's happy :) But seriously, can you believe thay don't have the chinese version in both speedy and both rekod jaya?? But we found it at this "ginourmous" disc store near McD. Then we went back and here I am blogging...yes I know..boring...but wait till I get a bigger allowance and a car XP

Oh and was going through my friend's blog...walao, this is like the first time for as long as I know him to blog something like that. It's quite emotional or should I say sensitive in a way...in reply i said this : people are always changing, that's life, sometimes I also hope that some things will never change until the end of time but that's not possible, but the things that we can do and hope now that in those changes they will always have a place for us :)











Saturday, July 18, 2009

Black or White :3

Love this song by Michael Jackson, Black or White ^^

It's really meaningfull, that song teaches us to set aside our differences - races, status, power, fame n etc.

It teaches us equality among human beings and being who we are.

Overall, It's the best damn song EVER!!!!

Gosh...Im still mourning for his death...and Im pretty sure other fans are mourning too T____T



Lately Im really addicted to Adam Lambert :D

He is phenomenal!!! Even though I like Kris Allen too but...Adam could have won...but yet both of them are great!!! Either ways, both of them are goin far :D Can't wait for their albums to come out!!! N also Mariah is coming out with an album !!!! Can't wait but I really really really hope that she'll come out with great hits like before, I really miss her songs like without you, Hero and so on, these song is what got her to this place :D Mariah ROCKS!!!


Will be goin 7k run later...ugh...kinda lazy...don't feel like going...ARGH!!!

Blog more later...suddenly can't think of anything to blog about -__-



PS: I just realised that I have nil people in my followers list T___T Do i need some kind of advertisement just for people to come visit my blog?? Huhuhuh...I'll find something interesting to blog bout next time...

Love this saying...It is so true for me heheh :3 Hope that he can see this



Saturday, July 11, 2009

我不是在逃避...是为了未来而绕远路罢了...

最近混乱, 做的一切, 不知是对是错。。。


想知你在想什么。。。但是又害怕事实。。。


一次又一次让我面对心灵的创伤。。。


我不想逃避一切, 可是我不能再忍耐了。。。


我知道我比不起你心目中的那个女孩。。。


我知道现实是很残酷。。。


可是,如果我逃避了,那不就表示我放弃了吗?


我不能放弃,因为这么做了以后,就代表我没有资格喜欢你。。


所以,我会等着 :)


也许有一天你的未来,你的心中有我,


我的未来,我的心中有你。。


我知道我自私,不然让你给别的女孩


因为我很确定我比他们更喜欢你了。。


我不是逃避。。。是为了未来而绕远路罢了。。




PS: Does it sound a bit maniac-ish? I kinda wrote it myself...was in a totally jiwang mode... gosh...Im so confused...I mean should I just let it be or do something?? I really hope that in time things will turn out ok :) And also lately I've been mixing reality and fantasy, I was in la-la-land up until yesterday, it hit me like a thunder. Life isn't always Big Mac and Mcflurry or Chocolates with ice-cream...I've learn that sometimes reality can be cruel and you should be alert at all times...hmmmm




Saturday, July 4, 2009

Just blogging :)

Hey there, didn't blog in a while now... whenever I wanted to use the computer, my bro will definitely fight it over...haizz -__- and looks like I've just won since I am able to blog right now :) Muahahah


Hmmm...this has been a week of epic tongue-battling and major attitude problem among hmm hmm.. Really hope that it'll be over as fast as you can say "**** off!!!" Sometimes they just totally exagerrated matters that doesn't worth exagerrating over...Jees...


Nways, my school will be having a year annual concert, a lot of my friends who are participating in this concert thinks that this year will be the best among all the other time I went...let's hope that Im able to take lotz of photos, I'll post it up when I hav the time..


And also I'm working on this story I translated from a chinese love story manga, to be honest, I'm no fan of translating or copyin other people work but Im not, Im just doing it coz I wanted my friends to check it out, it's one of the most romantic story I've been reading lately, will post it up as soon as Im done translating :) Goodness...lately I'm totally addicted to love stories...gotta find an antidote for it..but yet, I love getting addicted to it hahahah XD


Will blog more about...stuffs in d upcoming blog, to-dee-loo(-___-)


PS: Sory for d typo, If there 's any, Im typin ferociously here!!!

Teehee, spread the love ^^

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Micheal Jackson May You R.I.P

I CANT' BELIVE IT!!!!!!!

OMG...Micheal Jackson, the King of Pop passed away yesterday...
Do you know how shocking it is?? IM SOO SHOCKED
Im at my friend's house, checking on yahoo news, blogging and BOOM
THIS came...He was AMAZING..and still is...this is most probably the biggest loss the music industry has gone through in a while...God, may he rest in peace...PLEASE
I think that's all I could say in my shocked-state...will blog more later...
goodness..I feel dizzy -__-

PS: Please sign the memorial for Michael Jackson in Facebook ppl!!!
Your loyal fans will always love you MJ!!!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

My First Blog :) Part 1




Hmm Hmm Hmm


Ta - DAAA


My first Blog :D


(Yeah yeah, I know I sound like a 乡巴佬 -__-''')




Nways, movin on...




Actually this is really my first time bloggin, I wanted to do a blog for quite some time but just didn't get d chance to do so but now I did it and...Im happy I guess :D Hahahah


N also, I saw some of my friends did a blog in blogspot, somehow I never thought they will "blog" something like that. This just goes to show that other people thoughts are never predictable, in some cases though. But...don't you think what people thought's are interesting? Sometimes, a simple thought are so powerfull they can truly change your perspective towards something or someone, I have learnt this for quite sometime now.




Nways, that's all I gotta say for part 1 I guess, will write more in the coming blog, there is too much to absorb, gotta go 1 by 1 hahah




PS: will upload more pics in d comin blog too, I can't stand seeing my blog pictureless -__-